Hello flowers of the world,
it has been 2 years since I’ve updated my blog. How consistent of me. I’m looking back at one of my previous of an empty promise of my review of Art Stage Singapore 2015. Hahaha. I love how 2015 me tried to cope with A level stress by putting up an artsy fartsy influencer act.
The past 2 years has been nothing but hectic for me. I totally forgot about the existence of this blog until I chanced upon a close friend’s blog. Reading through her recent post kind of made something click within me. I’ve just end my 2nd freshman semester of University and for the past 5 months, I’ve always found something amiss about myself. I’m not good at expressing my feelings but it simply felt like I’ve lost something within me. Perhaps it’s my past terrible love experience that has made me lose a part of my emotions. I don’t know. However, my recent trip with my friends to Japan felt really healing. Well, I didn’t really heal from that trip but the wonderful friends that surrounded me made me realise the power of reflection. Yes it’s kind of silly but ever since academics, bad love experience and new school got in the way, I just forgot how to reflect on things. My friend’s blog reminded me how I’d used to do that here. I’d run away from my terrible reality, pretend I’m some artsy person with ‘talent’, dream and reflect on life.
Thus, since I’m on summer vacation (I shall put all my other projects aside for now cause the procrastinator side of me will never CHANGE), I’ve decided to try reviving this blog and yea, just be more reflective on life again. So just like some of my post, here are some things I’d wanna see myself thinking/reflecting about… (Sidenote: I somehow cant believe I’m doing this at the age of 20 oh my mama. I should be finding a job)
- Japan 2017 (pretentious artsy me would also like to brag about my ‘awesome’ photo-taking skills lolol)
- Korean class/K-drama/K-variety (your girl still going strong with that k-anything craze yoooo)
- Orbital (Some programming project I’m doing just because I’m a loser at programming and this project is like constipation – you have shit in you that you wanna get out but you just cant shit it out)
- Love (ah, very touchy topic and might not even breathe a word on this but who know?)
Yeap, so hwaiting to me and let’s hope I keep up with the posting and this isn’t some crappy empty promise like Art Stage Singapore 2015.
(Sidenote: reading my old posts as I type this. Cant believe I’m saying this but I was one hella hilarious teenager haha)